Thursday 17 November 2016

Another confession


I can not believe that it already has been 1.6 years that u have been in my life ...:)

It feels great that i am still on your mind and we share a strong bond...i hope we always be the besties ..and partner .

May our love grow ...

I still remember the first day we started hanging out together ..😙 i am so much in love with u annu ... sometimes it hurts ..actually most of the time it hurts ...may be its the beauty of love ... 😋

I want to persue my dreams ..i want to stand for my values ...i want to be with you ...i want to love you ...i want to be loved " only by you "........

annu our journey has just begun  ..... we need to stick to each other ..support each other more than everything ....

I am sharing my feelings ..even though that i l know you will not say anything .... i will always love you ....forever and ever...😘💘❤

Wednesday 16 November 2016

:)

Huh...!!!

Start from where ?? :(:(:(
I want to cry ...i want to scream ...but then i want to go to the top of mountain .... :)

I want to win ....but i am ready to loose to him ....everytime i feel like an idiot that he insults me ....he makes me feel bad ....

He is the love of my life ...may be i am wrong ...may be i am still making mistakes ...😔 but why cant he see my efforts that i try ...why he cant see what i feel ...after all i am a different person and i have my personal believes ....

Zindagi ..... tu bhi kamal hai ... pehle use mera bana diya abb...use khone ka dar aur apna banae rakhne ka dar pareshan krta h ...

Kash k jaan pati k kya hai zindagi ...kya h pyar ...kya hai hamara rishta

Monday 24 October 2016

Random Thoughts

Dark night ...and open sky !!
Walking in the middle of the road ...
So many people around me ...but why am i thinking about that stupid guy !!!

Answer is very simple :)
I love him <3 <3
 I have been with for a while now ... well thats pretty great ....but untill now i was bit insecured about him ...
Which made me go crazy every now and then ...

But after spending another 2 weeks with him has given me the comfort i needed ...

I am finally happy ...that my love is only mine :)

I am looking forward that you are coming back to me ..and we will be living together forever after this.
I love you so much 

Monday 10 October 2016

Random thought

Sometimes i wonder what is Love to be exact !!!
Is it sacrifice , care , respect , understanding , trust !!!

To be honest i dont know ....:(

How can it even happen that you are on my mind 24*7 ..i wonder

Even if i wake up @2 AM .
I think of you:)

I check my phone 1000 times a day just to check if you have called ..:(
It is really hard to wait ; but when i think that you will come and grab me as a reward of me waiting ...i am ready for it.

But is it right that i let you take me for granted ??

Is it right that i should first measure the amount of love , that will not make me feel low ....

I wish i was your priority ...:( but i am not .


Wednesday 5 October 2016

My story

Lets hear some story .....

A baby girl was born .
She was the youngest child of her parents ....
As time passed by ....she started going school .
She turned out to be a very intelligent child .
Her parents were proud of her .
Being from a middle class budiness background family ...she was expected to go out in the world and achieve the recognition .

She was raised to be amibitious ...bold and strong .

Her parents supported her to study ...and she tried ...

After some time when she was about to graduate ...A guy came into her life ...laughing ..full of colors

Giving her rejoices of life and showing her stars...
She was falling for him and so did he ....

They became lovers ... filling each others life with love and compassion ...they started being closer .

But time is not a friend to any one ...time took him away ... he went to somewhere else ..while she stayed back at the place .

She started to miss him ..... they used to meet ...but could not stay tohether ....

The girl is still waiting for him ...he promised to his girl that he will cone back for her ...but she does not trust time again ...
She doesn't want to loose him ....
She is scared ..
But every time she share her feelings with him ...
A storm rises and destroyes everything ...

In the path of love ...she is feeling alone :(

Tuesday 4 October 2016

Confession#3

No , i dont want you to talk to me 24*7
I want to know that you love me 27*7...

Your love flow in my blood ...i dont want to bind you...i want to keep you

I dont want yo be clingy ...i want to wanted

I dont want to cry because of you ...i want to be happy for you , with you

When you are around ...everything is perfect in a non perfect way ...

You dont have to sacrifice anything for me ...ill do that ....u just smile and love me ....

And i will take your sorrows and give you everything you deserve ....

You can take all your time to yourself only ....i will talk to your memeories

Dont talk about staying apart for another infinite time ...it scares me ...threatens me

All i need is you...be with me...near me ...around me ...and i will be happy to the moon and back.

Tell me how much you love me 100 times a day ..thats all i want

Be mine ..not anything else's  ...thats all i want

Now tell me what fo you want ...!!

Confusion!!!
Sacrifice!!!
Complex relationship!!!
Unlimited Love!!!
Distance:(

Monday 19 September 2016

Random thoughts

I know that you are in pain
But let it be .
Let this pain remind you your heart that you are  still alive
Lets go together and face tomorrow
It will be over ...the pain will be gone soon
And you will be the strongest person
Keep fighting ...its your race ..i know that you will win .

Love your self
Clap for your self
Love your present and be happy
:)

Thursday 15 September 2016

Random Thoughts

Should we cherish what we have right in front of our eyes ..yes we should :)

Its not that something very dear to you will be lost if it is not with you ... dont grab that something special very hard , it may get hurt .

Just love it ..admire it ... give it life more than anything ...be its beauty ..be the strength !!!

If your emotions are strong and are honest ...

It will come back running to you .

It needs you ..your compassion ...your inner beauty will never let it go .

Just hold on to it ... trust GOD ..trust yourself ...trust your something very special:)

Wednesday 14 September 2016

Confession#2

I am waiting for you annu :(
May be i am lacking in so many areas but one thing cant beat me " my love for you "
This isn't any game that i am playing
It hurts so bad that i am not with you .
This is hard :(:(
Nothing matters more than you in my life ...you are the pearl..you are the satisfaction !!
You are brightness ...you are everything and i am nothing without you :(

Craving for you especially for your love :(

Confession#1



" Love " at one end just a word at the other it's an ocean of emotions that one can shower on others .
To make that person happy , you like what he/she likes , you will gift them your time , you make them your priority , you do your best to make things right .
They love you back , they treat you well , what is left then !!
Why to feel incomplete then ??
 your love is your passion , all you want is to be around them and think about them :)
That person is your world :)
And you cant be happy outside that world 
I need to be in my world as well :( 
I want to be around you :(
Feel your presence :(
Waiting for love to come back !!

Monday 12 September 2016

My dream

"I am in his arms , what a blissfull moment " she thought .
She could feel his presence .
As soon as she raised her arms to hug him back , she woke up :(
And there she was, laying alone .
She miss him .
All she want is to be with love of her life.
Its pretty hard to accept the fact that she have to stay away from him !!
It kills her ):
Her heartbeats tells her every second , every minute  that she does not  belong here!!
But she cant do any thing about it .

Love!!sacrifices!!waitingforsomeone!!patience!!trust!!

Saturday 10 September 2016

SpecialDay-10th

As our love grow , we understand better , we fight , we respect ...!!

Our dedication, compassion and focus will serve the goal .

And the goal is to spend eternity with you .
Goal is to grow old and happy with you .

So , my dear Pikachu ... no matter how high the tides are ..we will always get through .

Love
Meow<3
Someone's message to someone special

Thursday 8 September 2016

Random Thoughts

"Come to my dreams , my love , we will talk there "
As Constrained by the time they could not be connected to each other as they used to earlier before .

She dreamed of him ... but he was going away !!

Dear love ,
I love you so much .
This distance between us , can never weaken the bond between us .
Aspirations!!Love!!Distance!!Faith!!Life!!

Random thoughts

Fighting for Recognistion , Respect and Independency .

Didn't know that will have to loose my-self in between!!!

Self motivation !!!
Never Quit !!!


Tuesday 6 September 2016

The begining

What is life !!!
She thought ' its all about love '.
She expressed her feelings and he said ' u have a hidden talent '.

Sure love is a tough path :(